Rites of spring

Sometimes a new season can be beautiful and full of promise, yet at the same time be sort of horrifying. If I had background music for this time in my life, it might be The Rite of Spring by Stravinsky. Growing pains can be tough. Lots of changes have taken place in my life in the past few months.
I love it when spring arrives. At the same time the beginning of a new season kind of depresses me, as it is a reminder that another block of my life is behind me. And I can't have that time back. I am forced to wonder if I am any closer to being where I want to be... or who I want to be. Sometimes I just take a look and think "what happened?"

Tags: life, seasons, change, spring, renewal